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Posted by RayLeeWorld - October 25th, 2015


I've been thinking of trying to give a go at the whole commissions thing all over again, so I decided to give it another chance, and see how things go this time. I'm also in some need of cash, while I'm trying to look for a job at the moment, and i'm currently going to college as well, too.

So here's the prices:

Sketch-$5

Lineart-$10

Color-$15

Color W/Shading-$20

With Additional BG-$25

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So, that's all of them.

However, i'm gonna try and limit myself to only about a couple so I won't burn out or anything. I hope to hear a response from any of you guys. Please and thank you.

 


Posted by RayLeeWorld - October 14th, 2015


Just an update to let you know you know about the state of this channel and what not.

Anyways, here's the link to my new channel(Under Construction):
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwh3obmLfqBLRRvYaTIyQKw

 

 


Posted by RayLeeWorld - October 5th, 2015


I'll be leaving Deviantart, but not entirely. That's right, after spending five years on that site(There was on old account I had), and having to deal with idiots and even got in a shithole with a certain someone, I decided it would be best to not be here anymore. That site is filled with a lot a flaws, including art theives, and I don't wanna become one myself.

So, I decided that I won't be closing down my DA account, but I will no longer update there anymore. I'll just come back there once in a while to check on messages and notifications and what not.

So, with that outta the way, If you wanna follow me anywhere else online, Here are the following accounts:
Newgrounds:
rayleeworld.newgrounds.com/
Twitter:
twitter.com/RayLeein4D/
Tumblr:
rayleeworld.tumblr.com

I also have a facebook, but I won't update there anymore either as I lost interest.

Anyways, that's all for now. Sorry if I dissapointed some of you. But it's my choice, and I think it's for the best of it. Just saying.

Over and out!

-Ray


Posted by RayLeeWorld - September 26th, 2015


And it ain’t good, either. Why? Well, because it involves me probably leaving DA…for good. And who knows, maybe even the whole internet.

Reason? Well then, sit down and lemme tell ya.

Also, TL;DR ahead, just in case.

Anyways, the issue i’m dealing with that may make me leave here involves a well-known artist known as Andrew Dickman(he has an account here: ). The guy is a great artist and all, so what got me to make an issue outta him, well, read this first in order for you to understand:  http://rayleeman.deviantart.com/journal/Oh-boy-536232799

Done reading it? Good. Now you might be wondering if this whole thing about me creating a character similar to AWD’s, well, I decided to give you an email that I gave to him regarding the issue, here it is:

(Email I sent to AWD)

“Hi Andy, it’s me again. I know it’s been a few months now since our convolution online and it’s been pretty rough between us lately over our OC’s and what not. And trust me, I was still upset even when I created my Dixie character. Hell, sometimes, I always curse under my breath about Pixels, and sometimes I had thoughts that, well, you probably don’t wanna know.

But I decided that it’s about time to come clean and tell you the truth. Because that whole thing about me creating a character similar to Pixels five years ago was all made up. Yeah, that’s right, I made it up. I never actually created a character similar to your bunny OC five years back. Yeah, you heard me right, I tried to take away your bunny OC for my own purposes. So my Dixie character is just a rip-off and not a retool of a character I created five years back(Which I hope explains why the whole situation seemed too coincidental). So yeah, i’m a fucking theif! There, I said it!

BUT, I didn’t try steal Pixels away from you not because I was trying to fuck with you. Oh no, it something more personal, and probably a little creepy(I can be creepy at times, sorry). The reason I tried to take her away from you is because I love her. No, literally, I do. Like, a lot! I Love her like if she was my own child.

Now you might be saying "But pixels is just a drawing”, and you’re right. But it’s more that that. I love her not only because she’s simply a cartoon(and to an extent, her design), but it’s also because of the emotion that make feel attached to her. I have feelings for this character, like if she was real.
It’s like how you would feel attached to a character from a tv show, comic book, video game, ect. You have feelings for a certain character because of what they’re personality/emotions are. And even though i’m not a gamer, there’s something about her that makes me feel attracted to her. I guess it’s ‘cause she looks so happy and care-free, and that’s something I can relate to.

Why? Maybe it has to do with my depression. Yeah, that’s right. I’m depressed. And the reason is due to my very rough childhood. If you don’t know what i’m talking about, here’s a link for you to know:http://forum.deviantart.com/community/life/2063308/ (come back when you’re done reading it)

(NOTE: The same goes to you too, whoever’s reading this journal.)

If you read what’s on the link, now you’ll know why i’m so depressed. But that was a few months back. Thankfully, I have been getting some help recently, but I still have a long way to go.

Anyways, you should be glad that you at least lived a better life than I did. I would like to be in your shoes and see what’s it like being a great artist like you, and creating such wonderful characters like Pixels, and have a much better life like yours. I’m sorry if this is sounding too weird for you, but it’s true.  You created characters that were better and more original than mine. I mean, I created a character that looks WAY too similar to that Captain Rainbow(www.google.com.mx/imgres?imgur…) guy(don’t ask how I found out), and you made created characters that, while taking influence, at least had more originality than mine.

So yeah, right now you might hate me more and thinking i’m nothing but a lonlely, depressed, and butthurt weirdo loser who can’t making anything good and  original and should quit on art, leave the internet for good, drop out of college, and spend the rest of life making a living off of flipping burgers.

If that’s what you think, than good! Because I deserve that life, I don’t deserve another chance. I fucked up and now you’re probably disgusted with me(or in that case, a lot more!).

And in case you’re wondering, i’m actually leaving Deviantart sometime this week, so I might as well start leaving every other site account I have online as well. I bet you’ll be a lot happier about me leaving the web and cheering for it.

All in all, you deserve better as an artist. I don’t.

I hope you understood.

-Ray

P.S. You probably don’t wanna bother responding to this message, so don’t do it if you don’t want to. I understand.“


So, there you have it, folks. And I understand that rough childhood and/or depression won’t excuse for what i’ve done to Andy, but again, i’m glad at least i’m getting some help in the meantime. But nonetless, it’s too late now. There’s no way I can convince AWD to give me another chance. I fucked up, and I deserve being hated by everyone else. So, all in all, I might as well leave DA, and possibly the rest of the internet as well.

But before I do, I must finish a commission and trade first before leaving(or maybe I might leave now, and give the the people their commision and trade after), and after that, i’ll depart from this website and the rest of my other accounts on other sites online. I hope AWD will be really happy after this.

I might as well give up my dreams while i’m at it. After all, i’m no good being an artist, especially one who can make original content.

I know i’m making a big deal outta this, but the internet can be unforgiving. So why bother giving another chance?

In the end, I will be leaving very soon. For now, i’m going to bed.

So yeah, goodbye forever, maybe.

-Ray

P.S. He hasn’t replied to my email yet, so he probably doesn’t care anymore.


Posted by RayLeeWorld - September 4th, 2015


Well, it's been longs since i've done a journal before. But anyways, here is some news related to my work:

My Spectrum Man Comic...

Yes, A few months ago, I said that I lost interest in making my SM webcomic, and instead planned it on being a cartoon or a video game, but now, i'm thinking of going back to making it a comic again. But instead of making it a webcomic, i'm going to make it into a full blown comic book instead. It may take a little while to do that, but i'm gonna try and see if that works. Besides, i'm already working on a rough draft for the comic, so wish me luck!

Character Sale...

That's right, people, i'm gonna be doing a character sale. As for sketch commissions, I'll have to put those on hold for now, so I won't have to put with too much work, not too mention i'm going to college at the moment. Also, i'm a little low on cash right now, and I have a job at the moment(i'm trying to look for one) so this could be a better and perhaps a more easier way to make some money at least. Also, the price for the characters will be around $10 dollars, so hopefully, it'll worth enough for people who can't afford something that costs a hundred dollars and what not.

Getting help...

Another thing, and it isn't art-related, so don't read it if it doesn't interest you, but for those who have read this: http://forum.deviantart.com/community/life/2063308/, then I'm happy to say that I have recently gotten some help last week. I'm still going today, and I hope everything will go alright and I can be able to feel much better now. I'm still depressed though(And I could very well be suffering from PTSD), but I just have to continue getting help so I could finally be able to move on with my life(And out of my dad's house, hopefully(once I could be able to get a job, though)). So wish me luck on that, too!

Well, that's all the news I have for now. I might be doing doing something related to Halloween, maybe, but we'll see. Anyways, Catch you later!

-Ray


Posted by RayLeeWorld - July 11th, 2015


That's right, my art has been scouted once more! I know it's not such a big deal, but i'm glad I got scouted ever since i've become unscouted by some clowns a few months ago.

So i'd like to give kudos to Exedor, who was the one who scouted my art, I dunno why, but my guess is that he likes my art, and if that's the case, Then I'd like to thank him for that! Really!

Anyways, that's all for now!

Cheers!


Posted by RayLeeWorld - June 30th, 2015


Yeah, this officially the logo for my new webcomic "Charlie Campbell 'N friends." The comic will star the titular character Charlie: http://rayleeman.deviantart.com/art/It-s-charlie-447858717

Also, the comic will be done in comic strip format. As for the panels, I'm going along the lines of 4-6(And sometimes one, maybe).

And you might be wondering what the comic(or at least the plot synopsis) is gonna be about. Well, I can't tell you just yet. But I will be making a journal post tommorow. In the meantime, enjoy the logo!

Cheers!

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Posted by RayLeeWorld - June 22nd, 2015


...About my bunny OC's name. So once again, i'm changing it to Dixie. I feel it's more well than Penelope. Besides, it's cuter. So yeah.

That's all for now, later!


Posted by RayLeeWorld - June 21st, 2015


So recently, I've seen that some people have been confusing my new character Bonnie with the other Bonnie from FNAF series. And I can see why, as they have some similarities to each other. So I decided that the best way to avoid anymore confusion is by changing the name of my character, and hope no one will get confused that much anymore.

So as of now, Her name will be changed to Penelope, or Penny for short. Hopefully it's a much better name, and I also hope no one will be as confused as much anymore.

That's all for now. Later.


Posted by RayLeeWorld - June 8th, 2015


Hey everyone. You might be wondering why I haven't been updating last Saturday. Well, that's because i'm starting to have second thoughts on my Spectrum Man comic.

In other words, I feel like somehow, it feels too much to be a webcomic. I know it's only seven pages, but honestly, the story that I've come up so far(which will be kept secret for the most part(don't ask)) feels like it can be more than just a simple webcomic. I dunno what you think, but that's just me.

So, you might be thinking, what will be of Spectrum man then. Well, there's two options I have. One, it could be an animated series, and the other would be a video game(an RPG-styled game at that).

Now, does that mean i'm gonna quit making webcomics now. Well, not really. I might take a little break from making them, but i'm not giving them up completely. In fact, I have another idea for that could be good enough for a webcomic, perhaps a comic strip at that, and a slice-of-life one as well, like my Kneonn J comic. Though, I don't think i'll be reviving that anytime soon, since i've lost interest in it.

Anyways, the world of Spectrum Man will not die just yet, as I hope to bring him in another form of medium.(Like the ones I just mentioned in the third paragraph).

So anyways, stick around, because a new webcomic may be heading your way soon(and hopefully, it will last longer. [:P] ), and Spectrum Man may be coming back as cartoon or video game!

For now, I will relax and try to enjoy the rest of my summer as much as I can.

Cheers!